DOCTEUR CENTAUR AWAKENINGS To forgive and forget One can only forgive what one remembers Fishing for memories the mind releases awakenings bud by bud |
Picturing my life as a green pasture, I see bright spots shining like flowers. They represent awakenings. One of the biggest is labeled learning to ride and to relate to horses. Its seeds have rooted several marguerite size siblings spread all over the green pasture. Horses have provided me with some of my most joyful experiences. I gained so much from all the horses I encountered, besides self-confidence. Another big bright spot sparkles like a large spider chrysanthemum with its uneven petals. It is labeled "The Dream." It has also a myriad of small offsprings sparkling like fire works while rattled by the wind. "The Dream" opened my mind. From now on, I wanted above all to communicate what I learned from horses to contribute to the light- ness and to the well being in the field of equitation and equine care. Thereafter I gained a sense of relief. My life was enriched. I had a mission. A spring had surfaced in the middle of the pasture. I was not walking on water though. To communicate properly I had to test and validate my beliefs. My green pasture had weeds. A reoccurring nightmare clouded my thoughts. Why did that man forced the door open? Finding out did help me a great deal. As a 7 year old boy, the veil my mind had shrouded over my head for survival shielded me from others. I forgot without forgiving. I can only forgive what I do remember. Fishing for memories the mind releases awakenings bud by bud. When does this end? At 7, I learned that I could trust no one, neither the professionals, nor those who loved me. My awakenings are personal healing experiences. Sharing them with you, I know, will have some beneficial effect. Since 1972 I used self- hypnosis to trigger awakenings to erase traumatic imprints. However it is easy to be stuck and err in total confusion. 0n 12/18/01, in despair I sought relief from hypnotherapy. I am glad I did not limit myself to the introspection of self-hypnosis. In "Docteur Centaur", I share all my awakenings. I use my experience and my research as a case study to demonstrate how INK works. INK looks at memories; frees memories of their negative imprints; replaces them by positive imprints; produces positive behavior. Victim of 2 heart attacks on the new year eve of 2003 and subsequent strokes on 2/25 and 3/4, I experienced the power of INK. The combination of Western Medicine, Oriental Medicine, and INK helped me cope with the incidents and accelerated my recovery. Acupuncture also helped me eliminate the after effects of several old traumas . The role these therapies played in my recovery is explained in "Docteur Centaur." |
1943 Learning to ride and to relate to horses. I gained so much from all the horses I encountered, besides self-confidence. 1972 "The Dream" opened my mind to what I wanted to do for the rest of my life. 1992 Finding out the meaning of a reoccurring nightmare that clouded my thoughts helped me a great deal. 2000 At 7, I learned that I could trust no one, neither the professionals, nor those who loved me. 2001 Awakenings are healing experiences! Use hypnotherapy wisely to trigger them. INK triggers awakenings and replaces negative imprints with positive imprints. 2003 Western Medicine Oriental Medicine Acupuncture and INK helped me recover from heart attacks and strokes |
Copyright 2001, 2003 Michel Kaplan & Beau Geste S.O.A.R. |
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